Oh my goodness. I think my guard of cynicism is slipping and I really need to sort myself out. I had a little blub at what not to wear and then some programme about a centre for children who have fallen out of society. What not to wear for Christ�s sake!

What�s worse is that we are shown these devastating films about the effects of hospitalisation on children for training and I�m so desperately trying to hold it together so as not to have a weeping breakdown in front of everyone.

Gosh.

I have never been a crier. What is happening?

Soso