Apart from that I have been flitting between moping about miserably at work and banging things about annoyed at work. Even though a major understatement would be to say that my job will never make it onto a list fresh excitement this behaviour is irrational. I have bundles of hormones raging around trying to steam out of my pores. I have spent the last couple of days biting my tongue so that I don�t say anything hurtful/spiteful/nasty/stupid that I don�t mean. I think I am quite succeeding. Although my lack of speech has concerned a couple of people and my lovely boyfriend.
I also managed to channel all my thoughts into a massive obsession with new Mars delights which have been advertised on tv (one of my top ten favourite hobbies!). My friend whom I love dearly (I am extremely cheap) found where they are sold and bought me one today. Mentioning tv! How brilliant was the final episode of Shameless? There was a minute where I realised I had forgotten to breathe. Gio and I went through all our Shameless quotes at work the next day.
All in all the last few days have been a hotbed of glumness but the evenings have been excellent fun and warmth. My favourite was seeing and spending time with M on Wednesday night. I am now remembering. Actually, I just remembered how paper white my arms and hands looked next to his.
Woah I have somehow ��. All my emails have decided to register through the wires at once or something and I am INUNDATED
(alright, I have 8 and they are mostly rubbish)
Soso